-:tear up these sheets:-

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:30:57 GMT

Your Birthdate: July 13

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 06:10:09 GMT

Quiz?

You Are Olive Green

You are the most real of all the green shades. You're always true to yourself.
For you, authenticity and honesty are very important... both in others and yourself.
You are grounded and secure. It takes a lot to shake you.
People see you as dependable, probably the most dependable person they know.

What Color Green Are You?

You Are Cranberry Red

Peaceful and philosophical, you are almost always at harmony with the world.
You're not very social, but you always enjoy a deep, complex conversation with a friend.
It's possible that you've been disappointed a lot in your life, but you've gotten over those disappointments quickly.
For you, each day is new and glorious. You wake up refreshed and happy, even when things aren't going your way.

What Color Red Are You?

You Are Grape

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that.
People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts.
You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you.
People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.

What Color Purple Are You?

You Are Periwinkle

You're very intuitive and sensitive. You often know other people better than they know themselves.
You're also quite optimistic, and you think well of yourself and others. You know your dreams will come true.

What Color Blue Are You?

^ no...no...

You Should Rule Venus

Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds.

You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself.
Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others.

While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic.
You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself.

What Planet Should You Rule?

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Have A Type A Personality

You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood
You tend to succeed at everything you attempt
And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!

You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun
As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested
You have the perfect personality for business and atheltic success

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

WTF is Type A personality.

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 02:13:15 GMT

A - English 11C w/ Greene
B - Chem 11 w/ Dickson
C - PE 11 (full semester) w/ Sauve
D - Portfolio 11 w/ Verhagen
Leadership

E - SS11C w/ French
F - Chem 12 w/ Dickson
G - Math 12 not Honours with Dickson
H - Physics 11 w/ Johnson
Leadership

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:57:26 GMT

*Of Your Friends...*
List 10 Of Your Friends (Any Gender) Below
1.:	Tori
2.:	Svea
3.:	Eavan
4.:	Jon
5.:	Sarah
6.:	Amanda R
7.:	Nessa
8.:	(Cambo) Dave
9.:	Angela
10.:	Brittany
Now Answer The Questions Below Referring To The Friends You Listed Above.
How long have you known 1?:	Errr...3 years?
Have you been to 8's house?:	No
Do you like 6?:	I LOVE HER
Are 4 and 10 friends?:	They should be but they're not because Jon thinks Brittany hates his guts.
Have you been to 3's house?:	No.
Would you ever live with 5?:	YES WE'D BE LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS TOGETHER.
When was the last time you talked to 4?:	today.
Would 1 and 6 make a good couple?:	If you like the lesbo thing.
How about 8 and 10?:	No, Britt doesn't go for younger guys.
Have you ever dreamt about 2?:	Yeah, definitely, Svea makes me wet my pants.
Have you ever slept with 9?:	PFFT I WISH. (no)
Is 7 attractive?:	Very. I HATE YOUR PERFECT SKIN.
Do you love 4?:	All my heart. Jon is amazing. But as a brother.
Would you ever cuddle with 1?:	I don't think cuddle is the word...might come of lesbo.
Would you ever kiss 3?:	On the cheek.
What do you like best about 6?:	Sense of humour, ability to listen (that's two things btw)
Have you ever had a crush on 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9?:	Hopefully not as I don't swing that way
Do you ever wish you never met 3?:	course not
How did you meet 5?:	through work, first week.
Has 2 seen you naked?:	no
Have you seen 2 naked?:	Does a towel count? technically underneath she is
Who is taller? 5 or 10?:	Sarah.
Have you met 4's family?:	Yes.
Would you ever go out with 3?:	Yes, but not on a date.
Do you think 7 is funny?:	Frikken hil-ar-ious.
What about 6?:	You bet.
Where was the last place you went with 1?:	downtown shopping?
When was the last time you hung out with 2?:	Tori's bday. Gurl, we need to hang out more.
Where do you want to take 3?:	Vancouver!
When do you want to see 4?:	Tomorrow! I will anyway. He works 9-5:30
Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?:	Again with the lesboness.
Have 7 and 8 ever kissed?:	Not to my knowledge--plus, no knows each.
Would 9 or 10 ever live together?:	Maybe.
Would you let 3 have your baby?:	...um...wtf?
Have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret?:	yes.
Has 1 ever told you a secret?:	Yes.
Would you runaway with 6?:	Runaway...errr, yes?
Who was the last person 9 kissed?:	I don't know.
Who was the last person 7 hugged?:	Probably Isaac/her parents
What word or phrase does 5 say alot?:	"YEAH MANNNN!!!"
Does 6 make you laugh?:	Yes.
Does 2 ever annoy you?:	All the time...her and her perfectness.
When did you last call 4?:	Yesterday when we were making plans for his bday.
Do you ever talk to 3 online?:	No, because Von's dad is scared of "viruses"
What about 2?:	Yes.
Does 10 smell bad?:	of course not, we smell like coconuts and pina colada's together.
Does 1 smell nice?:	she smells like her.
Are 1 and 8 friends?:	aquaintances
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Fri, 04 Aug 2006 03:11:36 GMT

I bought new shoozies today. Yeah sorry Eavan I totally got the same ones from the gap except in purple...hate me now. My mom does and said i was becoming "an irresponsible shopper." WTF.

Anyway, don't feel like updating, so much drama has happened in my life that can't be said in words. So...survey time!

Best, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, Currently, and True & False.

Best
1. Closest Male friend: Jon.
2. Closest Female friend: Tori, Angela. More Tori than Ange.
3. Vacation: Errr...Niagara Falls
4. Time of day: Evenings.
5. Day of the Week: Friday, Sat.
6. Food: pasta.

Last
1. Person you saw: my sister.
2. Talked to on the phone: My aunt.
3. Text: Andy, today.
4. IMed: Spencer.
5. Messaged over myspace: errr...Angela?

Today
1. What are you doing now: Trying to finish this asap
2. Wearing: new shoes, brown capris, canucks shirt.
3. Better than yesterday: i guess so

Tomorrow
1. Is: working 3:45-12:15!!! suckers.
2. Any Plans?: working? sleeping. yeah.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: fucking closing because fucking ass man is a douche.

Favorite
1. Number: 3? 4? 7? 13?
2. Song: Lots.
3. ColoUr: purple, green
4. Season: autumn, cause my skin gets better. summer cause of vacay.

Currently
1. Missing someone: lots
2. Mood: cranky

True or False:

I am a cuddler: True.

I am a morning person: false

I am a perfectionist: veru.

I am an only child: False.

I am currently in pajamas: False.

I am currently single: True.

I am currently suffering from a broken heart: False.

I am addicted to myspace: False.

I am online 24/7: False....i hope.

I am very shy around the opposite gender: false.

I can be paranoid at times: True.

I currently regret something that I have done: True.

When I get mad, I curse frequently: true.

I enjoy country music: False.

I enjoy jazz music: false

I like smoothies: Very true.

I enjoy talking on the phone: Depends who.

I have a crush: safe to say true.

I have a hard time paying attention at school: False.

I have a hidden talent: pretty sure it's false. unless i'm a complete sex machine and don't know it yet.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: True.

I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy: errr...haven't fallen for anyone yet.

I have all my grandparents: True.

I have at least one brother and/or sister: True.

I have been told that I have a sense of humor: true.

I have broken a bone: False.

I have changed a diaper: true.'

I have changed a lot over the past year: True.

I have done something illegal: True.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair: False.

I have had major/minor surgery: true.

I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: false.

I have had the cops called on me: False.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:38:58 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Artistic	\|\|	10%
Religious	\|\|	10%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	77%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

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BDAY wishlist

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 23:55:38 GMT

As follows:

- Giftcards (Mayfair, Futureshop, etc)
- Nano case + screen and dial protector. In other words, the exact, carbon copy of Svea's. Cause mine collects dust and lint
- flowy skirt. If you've seen Carly Dickson's, yeah. No ugly prints. And you know what I'd mean by ugly. Actually just give me money or a gift card. GEEZ. But yeah...some sort of skirt that's not a jean skirt that goes to like my knees-ish, not really below, but yeah....flowy. Of good material *glares* There's this nice one a Ricki's that's like 40 bucks that I kind of want...
- flats. Nice, sort of I can run in them if I wanted to flats, not prissy ones with ugly sequins. Amanda, yours aren't ugly. I'm just saying they look bad on me. Lisette is a size SIX (6).
- plain ankle socks. Solid colour such as white or light grey or something. like, real low anklets. of good material, not shit I wear five times that gets holes in them
- 1/2 inch barrel, i repeat, only HALF AN INCH barrel, not 3/4 or 1 inch, curling iron. they sell at shopper drugmart. Yeah.
- three days grace's new CD, One X. The only CD I want at the moment.

More to come later?

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 23:34:11 GMT

So..exams are coming up. Mine are fucked up and stupidly spaced out. I;ve got my Socials exam tomorrow, which is going to be laid out exactlyl ike our midterm...so I dunno, I'm not as worried. With Science, it's a provincial and it's next Wednesday. I really shud give a shit but I don't, I'm getting like 95+ in each class (around 98 for Science)...I dunno...just meh. I want this to be over with.

And yet I'll have more school in the summer. I'm doing summerschool. Yeah. For French 11 so I don't have to do it next year. I can't, anyway, there's absolutely no fucking room for it.

I should update more, I know, but I'm lazy.

What's happened since the last day I updated? Well, Spencer's a tard, he ditched me, and now he's a complete asshole that I can't reach anymore. I don't know if I want to. It shouldn't effect me this much since I'm "no longer really friends with him" (funny, he still thinks we've got a bond, and yet we don't talk?), but it does. It kills.

Jon's one of the next who's going to be leaving Slave Ons. He got accepted to the university of NS. Yeah. Way out east. I'm gonna miss him :( He's awesome. Just like Craig. Speaking of Craig, he was supposed to visit, like 7 people have wanted him to, and he was s'posed to on Sunday (Father's Day) but he didn't. I swear, he's not going to anytime soon even if he says he will.

Jon's hand is huge. When we put our palms next to each other, he can curl his fingers over mine. It's kinda gross. He's got bball hands and mine are like the size of his palm. He always bugs me about that. And my height. And yeah.

Marshal left too, because he realized he'd been working at SOF for almost 4 years, since he was 16. And I can't make fun of him anymore.

I turn 16 in 23 days. Scary thought. Me and Nessa might do a joint thing and copy Maggie and Jelissa, because yeah..we're actually born on the same day. Cough. But yeh...it's gonna be hard cause we hang out with different people. Some of our friends are versatile, but most aren't.

Anyway, I should go back to studying.

Sun, 21 May 2006 06:59:55 GMT

Someone I consider a reliable source just informed me that Spencer is a coke head.

I'm seriously so disappointed with this kid right now.

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 01:08:39 GMT

On a note, I don't give a shit if some of those E-Town kids hate me, mostly Sheraz and Darren and possibly Tyler because of my sarcastic attitude I gave to each of them. If they're ignorant to believe that I must be a crude bitch because of that (I mean I have my moments but whatever) then they're not worth my time to make friends with. End of story.

Yes, Tyler only possibly dislikes me because w were walking back, I said something like "your friends are weird." and he's like "excuse me?" and I don't remember saying, "I'm kidding..sorry." so yes...he took offense to that.

Up to the minute part deux

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 00:45:05 GMT

Yes. So Tori and Svea have already written about their Challenge Social experience. It wasn't bad all in all, according to various E-Town people, the one at Esq was way better. Because there were more, and I quote, "hot MD chicks there."

Before the E-town boys we met, there were two other guys in grade 12 we had talked to for a while. Syd was already talking to them and Amanda had stolen our idea of joining in, but we did anyway. His name was dustin and I asked what grade he was in and he put his fingers up but it looked like 21 to me so I got confused. I asked him where his costume was.

Poor Billy didn't look like he was having a good time at all.

So yeah Tori, you forgot Danial/Daniel and the one's name you don't remember..Sheraz....Sherraz? I dunno. HAHAHAA.

Anyway, yeah it was pretty queer. I don't remember who initiated the conversation between me or Svea, but it happened somewhat like this:

Me: We need to find hot people to talk to!
Svea: Over there!
We pretty much push ourselves to the guys I realize were staring at me the whole night previous to that. Remember Tori? We kinda stopped short between them, and then there was an awkward silence. I'm pretty sure Daniel was like "uhh...hi."

Me *clears throat*: So...we're from Mount Doug. What school are YOU from?" (we had planned saying this to everyone we met...clearly knowing which school they came from)
At the time, there were only three of them. David, Daniel and Tyler. From left to right. So I was like "Okay, I need your name, name and name" as I pointed to the three of them in succession. I point to David first, who obviously says his name is David. We later find out the glasses he's waring is a mask...he's got no lenses in them...wow were we feeling dumb. Or at least I was. Holy crap I've seen that kid before, not at the Challenge Forum because most of them didn't go, but I don't know where I've seen him and it's pissed me off. Anyway, Svea tells me later that David apparently said to me, "I'd ask you to dance but I'm not very good." I don't remember hearing that. He must think Iblew him off. AHAHAAHAA Lisette finally has blown a guy off. Okay my ego is inflating. Alot. I'm going to stop now. But I feel bad cause I didn't say anything probably. anyway, then there was Daniel. Besides saying his name, he didn't say much. He was pretty hot and I'm disappointed that he didn't talk more. Then there was Tyler. Lol@Tori for knowing so many. I could see her tense up when he said that. Yes he was wearing a "nippler". I didn't notice because it didn't look like one. But Tori did. Yes, I think he's taken a liking to Tori. Lisette approves, because he's hot.

Then Thomas comes in, and he's drunk and you can smell the drink on him. He had four shots of something or other before he came. We pretended not to notice at the time. He comes over and David is like, "uhh..this is...Lisette. And uhh..." And I, naturally, being sociable, "this is Tori, I'm Lisette, and this is Svea." I don't know how many times I mentioned that Svea was the female Swedish conterpart for 'Sven'. AHAHAHA it cracks me up so much.

Yeah apparently they were all into me cause I was talking to them and being a spotlight hog and Svea says to everyone when we're in the washroom and I quote, "yeah Lisette they all liked you especially David..and me and Tori are in the background going "Oh my god we're beautiful look at ussssss!"

So we found out they wre in grade 10 and we talked for about 5 minutes more. then it got awkward and we left them and yeah.. we danced alot. I reprimanded Frazer for not coming in a costume. And then about an hour later after we talk to a few more people who thought they wre too good for us because they were in grade 12 we went back to our lovely E-Town boys. They had like multiplied and had all taken up a seat on the side away from everyone else. We sauntered up and were like "hi."

So Thomas kept saying my name in a loud, drunken sort of way. "HI LISETTE!" "OMG IT'S LISETTE" everytime I passed him. He completely forgot my name when we were talking. But David remembered. Aww, sweet kid. He's like "That's Lisette!" as they tried to guess our names. Actually, Thomas thought I was Tori for a second, and then thought Svea was Tori before Tori comes sauntering about. Yes, so Sheraz or however the fuck you spell his name was all like "omg...HOW DO YOU KNOW US?! HOW DO YOU KNOW THEM?!" turning to his friends and I'm like, "we just met like 20 minutes ago." "oh okay." "yeah so I need to get your name and your name" turning to the wigger kid. Wigger looking kid. Yeah stupid, I thought Darren said Derek and I repeated it cause I wasn't sure, I was like "Derek you say?" and he nodded. Stupid me for saying Derek like 6 times and when I shook their hands goodbye and NO ONE corrected me. Everytime we passed them I'm like "hahaha I know your names." Okay obviously I'm inflating my ego way too much last night. Darren and Sheraz were offended because I made a comment about how they couldn't definitely be in grade 12 because Darren looked like he hadn't it puberty yet...and I was kidding and being sarcastic and everyone jumps onmy ass for that. Tori is gay.

Anyway, then Amanda and them decide they want to go for coffee. At frst I wanted to but then I realized I really only wantedto go for a walk. I pine Tori and Svea to that idea and I had asked Amanda to ask the E town guys if they wanted to come for coffee cause they seemed bored, and I see them later and am like, "are you guys coming to coffee with us?" David goes, "actually we're leaving." "aww, okay. well nice knowing you guys." and then I shook all their hands, being as dorkily cool as I am. HAHAA. They loved it. Ewww they had better've washed their hands when they wet to the washroom.

We, as in me, Tori and Svea, go outside. tori changed and looked more normal out of her toga, Lisette was still in her toga because she didn't have other clothes except for her short shorts and tank top underneath...not much warmer. And Svea looked normal already cause she was just wearing black. So it was me, in the toga, the one that kept rising higher and higher I might add. Pissed me off.

We pass the guys who were talking to Andrew. Go figure. Later we learn that Sheraz is Andrew's home boy cause they spent a month in Hungary last summer...according to Andrew. Anyway, they're all like "hey ladies, where ya going?" "dunno, walking." And then we stop just outsdie the parking lot in the fucking rain and cold for about 10 minutes and we're just talking about random stuff. Thomas is at it saying my name again. Mrs. Langston's van p[asses and I knew it was her van because I saw the silhouette of her face and I was like "eww it's that bi--" and she rolled down her window. God it was creepy. We talked about challenge and I was like "yeah, our challenge is pretty retarded..we're all laid back--" get cut offby Sheraz and he's all like "yeah, we don't have any smart people in challenge either." "That's not what I meant--" And then the talking changed to how their teacher, the younger looking one who drove by was so hot and how he got 11th in the 10k run and blah blah blah.

They started talking about how they should go to some party in Esquimalt and then Sheraz was protesting very loudly about how he didn't want to go to some sausage fest and then kept on and on about it and we, as in the girls, were just like "errrrr awkward." Anyway so I piped up when they remembered were were there and I'm like, "so are you a homophobe." "no, I'm just a penisphobe" says Sheraz. "Tyler on the other hand, he loves dick. (or something to that degree, can't remember.) He's wearing a nippler." And they both smile and I didn't get it because it definitely did not look like a nippler but Tori said it kinda did so whatever...my excuse was that it was dark out. So they started questioning us, Tori especially cause she was closer, about what she thought about heterosexuality.

And then someone asked what we were doing (in the group, one of the E boys) and someone responded, "walking you to the bus." Maybe me. I can't remember Tori talking much. She was too busy thinking how hot Tyler was (and damn him for being a Tyler) and how creepy these guys were. This is where I'm talking to Thomas as we're slowly making our way to the bus stop. "So I just realized Im the only one in a toga now." "what are you wearing anyway?" "A bedsheet." "omg..you're wearing a bedsheet?! OMG ARE YOU LIKE IN A TOGA? HOLY CRAP...YOU CAN MAKE TOGAS WITH BEDSHEETS?! AWESOME I'M DOING THAT AT HOME NOW." Someone makes some offhanded comment about him being naked with bedhseets and being drunk or something. "So what're you wearing underneath." I just smiled, about to make some witty comment when someone, prolly Tyler or Sheraz, the most vocal people in the E group was like, "WHAT DO YOU THINK DOUCHEBAG?" Then every five seconds Thomas would be like "so you guys should come with us to the hottub...and we can all go in!"

They all started arguing about them not having a change of clothes, Thomas makes some comment that he oculd use my bed sheet to cover himself with after...then they talk about going commando...it was all rpetty queer...me and Svea and Tori drop back to the more quiet of the group.

So we look up their bus times and it's not going to come til 9:38. We decide we'll wait for their bus to come. It would in like 15 minutes or something. They argue about going to Uvic to use the pool and go skiny dipping or getting some "bootay" and taking the 14 cause that takes htem closer to some "chris tippings". Pardon me if that's a bar or something.

Then Darren's like "whoa you need a bus ticket for this...I don't have one."

This is where Thomas finds the coconut bra Joe/Alisha were wearing and he puts it on. It's broken so he just slings it over his neck and dances. They're all trying to give it to Tyler because he's apparently the only one with formed pecs.

We talk more, bus finally comes and then they DON'T GET ON. They decide to skip it, they're going to "take the 14 anyway" and they'll "walk us back." We're like "NOOOOO!" but they missed it. So Thomas whips out his cell to which he's been playing his ringtones so he can dance to them in the coconut bra, and asks for my email. I'm pretty sure he typed it in wrong and will be too hung over to remember today. He had "rewind repeat" because e didn't know how to do a period, so when he wakes up he'll think it was an underscore or omething. Plus he might have put an 'e' at the end of repeat cause I spelt it wrong the first time he asked me to spell it for him. Tori was giving Tyler her cell number and he phoned her ater at like 12...cute...I'm pretty sure I conked out on the sofa at 12. He asked for mine too but it's so obvious he wouldn't phone me.

They forgot my name at one point again and kept calling me "giselle" and "gizette" because they were like "it's got a 'z' it's got a 'z'!!!"

So yes. Walked us back to school and Svea calls out "good bye beautiful Esquimalt boys!" We snicker.

Up to the Minute

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 00:14:36 GMT

So yeah, concert.

Me and Tori went on Saturday and went shopping and shit and we just bussed around near Grandville and Robson. Omfg. Robson street. it's like...shady area and then nice non shady area with less homeless people.

Ahahhahahha the homeless people freak me out :(

So yeah, I bought these pants from stitches. They're like capris...I'm in love with them. Damn Tori told me to get green. More colour in my wardrobe...but yeah, I shud have gotten the black as well and I thought I cud just get it from the Stitches here but nah uhh...it's not at the Stitches here. BOOO. BOO.

Anyway, so we went to HMV at 9 in the morning on Sunday and waited like 5 hours for All American Rejects and Fall Out Boy for their signing. The lines were huge, and there were already some 50 people when we got there. I felt bad for the people who got there at like 11 because they didn't have a chance at getting in as AAR and FOB were there for only an hour. Jelissaand Amanda and Maggie wanted to cut cause they were going to get tere at 12 as they didn't get to Vancouver until that day but we were like no, not only would it piss the people behind us off, it's unethical. Andwe were already harping about the people who were cutting, we don't want to get hurt. There was a one item limit only..lame...as in per band. When we finally gotin there we couldn't take pictures either. It was lame. Tyson seemed pretty mad. I mean he smiled at us and everything but he didn't look likehe wated to be there. Maybe it was the fact that his ass crack was peaking out by like 2 inches. We went to AAR first, I got them to sign their faces in the booklet instead of in the front. Then it was Chris, I do believe, andI actually had a conversation with Mike. I love Mike. It was like "how's it going?" "good, you?" "pretty good. So I think you guys should join warped tour again and actually come to Vancouver this year." And poor Mike, he thought I was pissed off that they didn't come to Van last year, which I am, but I didn't mean to make it interrogative sounding. So he's like "ohh...I'm sorry.." and I was like "no I don't mean it like that." And there Nick was trying to flip through my book and find his face. HAHA.

Then we went to FOB. I personally don't give a shit bout them, but whatever. I waited like 5 hours in line for you freaks. So Patrick was first, he was all nervous and smiled at me. Then there was Andy, I think, and then Joe, and he's like "how's it going?" and I said "well, besides my bladder feeling like it's going to burst from waiting five hours for you guys, pretty swell." and he laughed. Yeah, haha. Then Pete was next and he drew horns and a devil's tail on himself. At first I thought, "aww, how cute, he's making a picture for me." Only the day after does Tori ask, "who drew this?" "Pete." "Ahaha that's funny, he made himself a devil." "oh really...whoa." Anyway, he smiled at me and I was like "uhh..okay." smile back. I completely forgot to ask him if he was going to be making anymore cameo's on One Tree Hill. He wudda been surprised cause Canadians don't get OTH unless they have satellite. I could have had a convo with him.

Anyway, so concert. We get there at like 3:45 or something. Amanda and Jelissa and Maggie were already there because they went straight there from the ferry because we told them they had no chance of getting to get inside HMV. So they were one of the first people there. We wait til like 6 when doors open and it's hella crazy. I hate the security guards cause they enjoyed bossing us around as if we're brainless idiots who are inlove with the band. I mean, granted most of them are, but come on. Do I look like I use less than half my brain? Doubtful.

So I got on the barrier, much to the protest of Amanda. Long story short, she blames me for her getting off the barrier during like From First to Last. Obviously I do not concur, but we're ending it at that.

Yes, I stayed on the barrier until after Fall Out Boy's first song. Yeah, go me. I didn't really care if I stayed on it after AAR, cause I came for them. They wre the best, and Nick was drinking a beer. We had cool people beside us, I was talking to this 16 year old girl named Deandra and she used to live in Victoria. Yeah, and then there was a couple behind us, thje girl was like "omg omg I'm so sorry my elbow's digging into you, I can't help it." And she kept trying to move, it was cute. They were nice. The guy was funny. I'd enjoy his sarcasm if it weren't that we were stuck in a mosh pit skin to skin. He's like "Yeah, I bet if we push harder we'll get closer to the front." And people did and he's like "I'm kidding, dolts." Then he whispers into me and Amanda's ears and is like "elbow that jackass in the face." "why.." "cause he's pushing you and noone's pushing behind him." And we look and he's like "sorry, people are pushing, I can't help it." And there WAS no one pushing him. Asshole.

Yes...AAR was soooooo good. Tyson was being all queer and going half English half...something else accent though. Fucking body surfers got worse and worse as the bands got more popular. The security guards were doing their jobs well at first, making sure the B.S. (body surfers...how convenient) weren't hurting anyone, picking them up before they sat on the people in the front, and then they got sloppy and I got sat on like 6 times. I got squished between the barrier and a fat security guard at least 20 times when he'd go pick someone up. It was gross. Flab and penis. Ewww.

So after FOB it took the dumb security guard like 2 minutes to pull Amanda out and it was because:

a. Everyone started pushing when they saw that she was getting out, therefore, harder for her to get out
b. no one was helping except for meand the couple guy (the sarcastic one)
c. stupid security guard kept losing his grip.

So after that I got pushed off the barrier and I was behind Tori. I had been behind Jelissa for a while beforethat, but after Tori it was like...wow...can't see, can't breathe, vicious girls and fat girls pounding on me...I think it's time to get out. So yeah, I got help out from the couple and the se urity guard lifted me out in a jiffy...much higher than he did most people because I was actually vertical and not horizontal like the lame body surfers. Some of whih we nticed were coming like 6 times and finally got "escorted" out. Yes so people cheered and hooted when I got out and Pete pointed at me. It was gay.

So I bought merch. I only bought the Hawthorne Heights shirt for my sister cause I thought Maggie had covered for the pink AAR shirt. But no. So we, as in Amanda, cause I found her, went back, stood, were able to breathe, and watched the concert.

After we make a mad rush back into the heart of thepit to go grab Amanda's shoe, which had come off.

Then blah blah blah we rejoice and Lisette finds Paige and Megan (Paige's friend) at the merch table. Lisette naturally glomps onto Paige. Paige had a huge lip from moshing. They told me that they paid these girls at the front of the line at HMV 20 bucks to cut. And Pete gave Megan a hug cause she asked for it and one of the security women freaked out. They also had seats and some guy "dropped" two wrist bands for floor on the ground for them.

Anyway...yes...up to the minute part 2...later.

so

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 07:20:50 GMT

Yeah, just got back from Mount Washington. I now know how to snowboard, relatively. First two days spent skiing. Had a lame snowboard instructor (I was with the kiddies 12 and under hahahahahahah...cause I wanted to be, shut up long story). His motivational comments such as "awesome you're doing great" and his clapping seemed half-assed and not really there...kind of fake. He was only 16. That's a year older. I was apaulled. I wanted tobe with the older instructor because he was older and probably more kid friendly. Jesus.

Craig emailed me back finally. Five weeks it's been in Montreal for him. Yeah.

I don't feel like updating. I smell real bad though.

More than 100 things

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 22:44:41 GMT

*100 THINGS*

1* First grade teacher's name: Mr. Wilkinson
2* Last word you said: name (“Mom, what was my first grade teacher’s name?”)
3* Last song you sang: Teleport A and B
4* Last person you hugged: Mitch. Twice. And then he commented about how much I reminded him of his 4 year old cousin. Because I’m short. Fucker.
5* Last thing you laughed at: I don’t know.
6* Last time you said I dont remember: today
7* Last time you cried: yesterday watching Cruel Intentions

*PRESENT*

9* What color socks are you wearing: I’m not.
10* What's under your bed: nothing. A box full of old shit. Literally.
11* What time did you wake up today: noonish
12* Current taste: “haw flakes”…their this chinese candy. Apparently called haw flakes. I think it might be a type of fruit.
13* Current hair: black with red and purple highlights
15* Current annoyance: I have dandruff in my hair and I washed it two days ago. It’s not supposed to show for another day (I had it yesterday too)
16* Current longing: for Craig to email me back.
17* Current desktop background: windows blue
18* Current worry: I’m going to be unprepared for science provincial because I’ve got Newell.
19* Current hate: Fucking morons who go, “I’m glad Team Canada didn’t win because Bertuzzi was on the team,” or “Team Canada lost because Bertuzzi was on the team,” or “Gretzky deserved to have lost—punishment for choosing Bertuzzi for the team.” Or that the top 3 Dmen for the Canucks are all injured and Baumer’s playing with a broken foot. Three dmen we have, 2 of them AHL callups, one of them’s only played ONE full season in the NHL.
20* Current favorite article of clothing: my canuck shirt. Circa skate shoes. Which I actually haven’t worn yet.
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes.
22* Last CD that you listened to: spill canvas – one fell swoop
23* Favorite place to be: ummm…not outside. Because it’s cold.
24* Least favorite place: don’t know.
25* Time you wake up in the morning: 6 on Mondays and Thursdays, 7 on other weekdays.
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: back to piano. And sax. Yeah.
27* Favorite colour: purple, forest green
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: no.
29* How tall are you: 5’2” or 5’3”
30* Current favorite word/saying: fuck this/that shit.
31* Favorite book: don’t know.
32* Favorite season: autumn, summer to do shit.
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Bobby

*FUTURE*

35* Where do you want to go for university?: UVic, UBC, SFU, McGill
36* What is your career going to be like: Coop program at university and then some sort of engineering thing/med...dunno, starting to get dissuade by the whole "13 years of school"
37* How many kids do you want: two.

*HAVE YOU EVER...*

39* Said "I love you" and meant it: "romantic way, no. family/friends, yes" - tori.
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: no.
41* Been to New York: no
42* Been to Florida: no
43* Been to California: no
44* Been to Hawaii: no
45* Been to Mexico: no
46* Been to China: no
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: i don't know...obviously it wasn't crazy enough because I forget.

*RANDOM*

52* Do you have a crush on someone: no
53* What book are you reading now?: nothing
54* Worst feeling in the world: betrayal, not being able to know what a person really is thinking/feeling and you're trying to think/act like them so you know what they're feeling/thinking
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: "it's cold."
56* How many rings before you answer: once if the phone's next to me.
57* Future daughter's name: i had this down and now I forget. Oh, Dani and something else.
58* Future son's name: Brendan, Riley, Damon
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
60* If you could have any job you wanted what would it be: some sort of engineer
61* Wish were here: besides Craig, probably my cousins in Ontario. Craig only because he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing by going into the navy.
62* College plans: "go to one, get my undergraduates and shit, and then go to a better one for graduates" IF I don't get into a University first
63* Piercings: none

*THE EXTRA STUFF*

64* Do you do drugs: no and it's not because i'm scared to what it will do to me, I just don't because it's a personal choice and I know what it will do to me :p
65* Do you drink: no.
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: some sort of color treatment shit type
68* What are you most scared of: being dirty. no. i'm arachniphobic, and I don't like touching things in swimming pools that's not supposed to be there. like hair in the washroom. ew fuck.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: old baggy t-shirt, shorts/sweats, depending on the weather.
70* Who is the last person that called you: called me? prolly someone from work. TORI DIDN'T PHONE ME BACK. bitch, doing your hair for 5 minutes my ass. ummm, I called Amanda last though. she was taking one of her hour long showers.
71* Where do you want to get married: haven't thought about it
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: my height. i just want to be like 5'6" ish.
73* Who do you really hate: besides preps when they're together? Sam Ritchie for stealing Amanda Rees' hoodie, Ela, Lindsay, grade 9s, ummm...
74* Been In Love: no
75* Are you timely or always late: either on time or slightly before. or do you mean my period? because I think I usually get it around the beginning of the new month, around the 8th ish...I don't think my cycle's yet regular...or do you mean commenting? like there's always a good and bad time to crack a joke, in that case, I'm timely.
76* Do you have a job: yes, I work at ____________ at __________St. Oh right, you people already know. SOF!!!
77* Do you like being around people: yes
78* Best feeling in the world: I don't know, I haven't really felt it yet.
79* Are you for world peace: sure.
80* Are you a health freak: Tori's favourite food is salad because she's anorexic :) And I say I would be, I don't like being dirty, I eat alot of the four food groups...but I eat alot of junk food too. And I eat for the sake of eating.
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: no but there's types I would never go after.
82* Do you want someone you don't have? not in particular...
83* Are you lonely right now: no. but apparently I need a hobby.
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: no because I never thought about it, but thanks for planting the little leetch in my head
85* Do you want to get married: yes, after I've established my career and finished school. MARRIED.
86* Do you want kids?: yes, after I've established my career, finished school and married. As in kid must be born AFTER I get married. Not in the process. HAHAHA.

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*

87* Cried: yes, watching Cruel Intentions
88* Bought Something: yes, chips.
89* Gotten Sick: umm, from lack of sleep.
90* Sang: no
91* Said I Love You: no
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no
93* Met Someone: umm...I meet people everytime I work....sometimes around 300 if it's busy :o
94* Moved On: from..?
95* Talked To Someone: oui
96* Had A Serious Talk: yes
97* Missed Someone: to an extent
98* Hugged Someone: yes, paige in fact, yesterday. she kinda jumped me.
99* Yelled at Someone: yes
100* Dreamed About Someone You can't be with?: no. wait....i don't know. I think I did, but it wasn't necessarily someone I was interested in. I actually don't think that I was in the dream though.

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ABOUT YOURSELF
Name: Lisette
Birthday: July 13, 1990
Birthplace: victoria bc
Current Location: victoria bc
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: i thought I already said it was black with purple and red highlights
Height: 5'2"-5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: left
Your Heritage: chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today: my converse
Your Weakness: i don't have one, dolt. [/modesty]
Your Fears: spiders, being dirty
Perfect Pizza: sauteed mushrooms, pepperoni, not that crap one from villages or panago, the nice crispy round ones from like boston pizza or pizza hut, lots of cheese, stuffed crust, green peppers, olives. so pretty much Pizza hut.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: straight A's once again, rebefriending Spencer, actually buying the things I want.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "lol" and "haha"
Thoughts First Waking Up: listed above
Your Best Physical Feature: apparently my smile, like a real one, not a fake one, becuase I have "straight white teeth" because of braces. or..or...I don't know. no one's ever said a particular body part.
Your Bedtime: 11:30ish on schoolnights, except leadership nights where I try to aim for 10:30-11.
Your Most Missed Memory: friends from oaklands
Pepsi or Coke: coke. pepsi is too sweet and way too fizzy.
McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds because it's closer. burger king is alright. free refills!
Single or Group Dates: seeing as how I haven't been on one, I don't know? I've been third wheel a helluva lot though!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: brisk?
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate taste except for chocolate icecream, vanilla icecream.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: ...excessively.
Do you Sing: i hum
Do you Shower Daily: EWW TORI DOESN'T SHOWER DAILY...and yes
Have you Been in Love: no
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: I don't think attractive is the word. I get the "cute" or "pretty" thing.
Are you a Health Freak: coughrepetitivequestionequalsredundantcough
Do you get along with your Parents: mom when we have our good days, dad...is gone.
Do you like Thunderstorms: s'long as i'm not in the close vacinity of one, yes.
Do you play an Instrument: not currently. piano, used to.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no. man it's starting to sound like i have no life.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no. i don't like them. the mint ones are good
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: on msn yes.
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no, but I've done that thing where I've gotten bulk items during my shopping, and then I start eating them unconsciously and by the time I get to the counter there's less than half.
How do you want to Die: instantly. no pain, because I'm weak
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: engineer/doctor. something that makes a difference. not a charity person.
What country would you most like to Visit: china, but not for a long time, Greece, Italy, Europe in general.

IN A BOY/GIRL
Favourite Eye Color: "green eyes are cool, but i don't think it matters" - Tori.
Favourite Hair Color: don't care, but not red.
Short or Long Hair: depends on them.
Height: taller than me, which is pretty much 99.9 percent of guys, except for ones who are like 14 and haven't had their growth spurt yet...eww some 13 year old went through my till and was hitting on me and he was with his mom!
Weight: they could be 180 and still be hot, because they could be uber tall and muscular. toned is prefered.
Best Clothing Style: not baggy jeans where your back pockets are a handwidth lower than your actual ass...needs to fit them, not nerdy style. means no short pants because you're too tall.
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: i don't know, prolly more than 25?
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: "if i took the time to count and sort through; probably i would have regretted them at some point - when it happened - but a lot will have turned into things that happened for a reason or have made me who i am today. i have a lot of current regrets, because they haven't faded yet, but not a lot of past ones. however, that's just me." - Tori

Beep

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:54:56 GMT

I hate that fucking stupid Pussy Cat Dolls (along with their other crappy songs) but now I can't get that stupid "Nahuhuh Nauhuh" part out of my head.

WHY THE FUCK DO THE"Y HAVE 6+ PEOPLE IN THE GROUP? THEY HAVE LIKE NO TALENT WHATSOEVER AND ARE ONLY THERE AS EYE CANDY. GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY.

And I'm spent.

So, my life since exams.

I got 88 percent on my math final, which was cool considering that's what I thought I'd get around. Math teacher was all reading the marks to us individually and at first showed me I got 61/80 on it, and he said he was disappointed and thought that I'd get at least 7 marks better. But then afterschool I counted up the total and it was 71, not 61. So yeah. My final mark doesn't move up/down that much. For English my final without the exam is like 88, French is like 93, and ICTP11 is like 88.

We started new classes and I hate them all. My Socials teacher is a bitch and mentions that she's got aboriginal blood in her every other sentence and takes offense when we talk (seriously) about talking sticks, my science teacher is more intent on entertaining us than teaching us...total disaster, he doesn't know crap and that's concerning. I have NOONE in PE, there's like a 1:2 ratio of gr. 10s to 9s, so I'm gonna switch into the other morning PE block, and switching to the other Socials where Tori and them peoples are in it.

That means:

Two classes with Kayln. There goes my Kayln-free year.
No classes with Amanda Rees.
First class with Tori.
No classes with Francis!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA...by next year, if I'm in any of his classes at all, he won't stare at me anymore. AHAHA.
No classes with Colin. I'm kinda sad about that, people keep telling me he's matured, and he doesn't insult me because I like the Canucks anymore.
No class with Josh. He's like the only kid I've never had in my challenge classes before, so it was weird hearing him talk.
I'm switching into the less competitive PE class, thus, I dribble the ball, I get an A.
PE with Alisha.

Anyway, so Jason finally unblocked me. He forgot to unblock me like a month ago the day after he blocked me. He blocks me for the dumbest reasons when we argue, he does it to show how much it bugs him that I didn't share the same view as him on a subject. We go way back, like two years I've known him and we've always talked hockey. And we were arguing about The Da Vinci Code and I disagreed so he blocked me. The fag. He also once tried to convince me that pot was better than booze because it doesn't kill your body and you don't feel like shit or barf up shit after. He used to be all pot and now it's like beer too cause he hangs out with Spencer.

Speaking of which, long story cut very, very short (for once), Jason tells me that Spencer told him that I came onto Spencer. What a fag. But it makes me feel better than Jason now thinks Spencer's a liar and trusts me more (insert satisfied and smug emoticon here).

Anyway, Craig is gone. He's been gone for a week or so now. I haven't missed him as much as I thought I would. I don't even remember if I mentioned it, but if I did, (cause I don't remember what I said the last time I posted), but he didn't show to the movie because of bad communication between us. And by saying bad communication I mean there was none except for email. He won't have any internet access the first month either. Oh well, in a couple weeks I should be receiving a post card.

There's this new guy in meat and he's hot. Tori and I have agreed that his name, Damon, is hot, and therefore it implies he's hot. Which he is. Unfortunately I realized when I talked to him that he's got the Sarah Sidle from CSI tooth gap between his two big teeth, not nearly as big or noticeable but still present nonetheless. He has a sweet skateboard.

He's not NEARLY as hot as the liquor store guy. He comes to Save Ons to buy shit for his break. He's come through my till 3 times. All the younger cashiers think he's hot. I bet even gay Dave wants to tap him. He had a faux hawk before he shaved it off and he always talks to us. He MUST know we think he's a gorgeous piece of man meat, because he's always going through our tills and not some guys' like Norm's or Dave's. Brittany thinks he's gorgeous and she and her boyfriend have been steady for a year+. Then Ryan said that next time he went to the liquor depot he was gonna tell him that all of us thought he was hot.

Last conversation between him and me:

"Hey."

"Hey."

"How's it going?"

"Preetty good, and you?"

"It's going alright. Didn't you used to have a faux hawk or mohawk?"

"Yeah, yeah I did. I shaved it off though. I'm growing it out again."

"Ah okay. You should do the faux hawk thing again and then dye it different colors."

"Hahah maybe I will."

I was on express and he had like three items. If the conversation extended even longer I would be deemed an incapable cashier.

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:55:51 GMT

So yesterday I had to work. I almost didn't go because I forgot that I had to work and I thought it was next Monday. But no it's both Mondays at the exact same fucking time so it's confusing when I look at the schedule because unless I look at the date at the very top I won't notice.

Anyway so Craig was working unexpectedly from 1:30-10, so he got to see me arrive and leave. Haha people get so pissed off when that happens to them. I tried not to think about whether or not he was possibly working because it would be disappointing if he wasn't...so if I think of the worst I have no reason to be disappointed. Because people tend to be disappointing.

But he was working. I arrived afterschool and my shift didn't start for another hour or so, so I bought my dinner because I wouldn't be eating for another 4 hours and who do I see come stomping up the stairs...Craig. AHAHAHA. He saw me first and did this queer greeting than I'm sure only black people do. I reciprocated it, it was hilarious. He was on his break and he came and sat and talked to me. I interrogated him about why he wanted to join the navy and then after he told me he said I knew too much for my own good of being a 15 year old. I made him promise to write me a postcard, even though I knew I wouldn't be getting it for a month because he'll be isolated with training and whatnot for about three weeks before they decide whether to put him out. He's going to be all the way out in Quebec. After training he'll come back for a bit before going on another 12 week stint somewhere.

I saw him fill out his resignation form. That was depressing.

Oh, and I told him he reminded me of Jarome Iginla, just because he's always smiling and Iggy's half black too. "Oh really, Lisette, you think that?" "Yeah." "You know I used to play hockey. For 9 years." "Oh really? What position." "All of them, except goalie. First 5 years was defense, and then four as a forward." "Cool." "So yeah Lisette, I can see why you think I remind you of Jarome Iginla."

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:45:14 GMT

So I haven't seen a full Canucks game since...forever. I've stopped documenting them in my Canucks Calendar for about a month now...not because I'm losing interest in hockey (god no) but because I've just been...busy.

My reasons thus far for lack of Canuckness:

(x) I turn the TV/switch the channel if their getting their ass kicked and playing poorly.
(x) I turn the TV/switch the channel if their playing kick ass and are undoubtedly going to win.
(x) I miss the games because of work and can hardly see more than 15 minutes.
(x) I fall asleep because it's a boring game in which the Canucks are putting no effort into it and are just sluggish.
(x) I fall asleep because I'm tired.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 03:14:50 GMT

The NAVY for fuck's sake :(

So me and Paige were off till for about 2 hours yesterday cause we had the highest seniority out of all the cashiers working. When we get offtill togehter (usually for long spans of time) we usually end up doing something productive but after we finish and ask what to do next he gets all fitsy and scolds us about not doing anything. "HOW long have you two worked here?! There's ALWAYS something to do!" "So..what do you want us to do then. We've DONE everything."

As usual, Paige, being there about 2.5 months longer than me, knows something we can do. Last time it was cleaning the tills. And be cleaning I mean actually INSIDE the till, where all the wires and shit are. So much paper and plastic there, from it not going into the garbage under the till and going into the whole beside it instead...where it never gets cleaned until five months later. Last time I swear I touched a rat's tail. Promise.

This time, we went and refilled the glass cleaner (basically just windex) and the belt cleaner (which I thought was just water but I'm sure there's other crap in it too). I was the one holding the hose to the bottle as she pressed the button, then vice versa, but she got a sink and the less hazardous belt cleaner. I guess th windex fumes got to me, and I also got hives cause it touched my skin. Sweet, so big fucking chemically induced hives on my wrists. There was one about a toonie (twoonie? wtf I've never even spelt that word before) big and half a centimeter bulging on my left wrist, and smaller ones all over my right.

Haha we gave each other trolley rides across the store when the supervisor wasn't watching.

Anyway, so through this joyful 2 hours spent together she tells me that Craig is leaving to join the navy. I cried. Except not but we were both depressed and it put a damper on the night. So today when I went to go get the hockey pin I have to collect every god damn day (I didn't have to work today) I sought out Craig in the frozen section, who was stocking frozen shit with Mitch.

Basically:

"You..you...omg..." "Lisette! Me what?" "How could you do this to me?!" "Do...what to you, Lisette?" "Pfft. Navy." "*big grin* Gee Lisette, I thought you'd be happy for me, I'm moving on to bigger and better things." "Yeah I know but it's like crappy cause I won't see you for a long time. Me and Paige were being depressed together yesterday." "Yeah she told me about that." "Did she now?" "Yeah...that sucks. When are you leaving? "the 11th." "Of February?" "Yeah." "Is that your last shift? Sunday? Omg I don't even think I'm working that Sunday!" "Oh no Lisette! Actually no, I leave on that Sunday." "Oh.so when's your last shift?" "the 2nd." "Are you serious?! That's a Sunday, before exams. I don't even think I'm working on that Sunday." "Why not, Lisette? Is it because you're studying for exams? You're such a good girl." "Yeah, I know. When are you coming back?" "April 27th." "What? I have to be like 2 and a half months without Craig Richard?" "haha, yeah." "Will you come back? (He didn't answer this) Crap I don't even think I'm going to BE here in April." "Why not Lisette?!" "Because my mom is pressing for me to switch to Thriftys." "Well then I guess I'm gonna have to hunt you down at every Thriftys in Victoria." "Well at least send me postcards. Haha. Lots of postcards." "Postcards that you'll reply to, Lisette?" "Damn straight."

This is where Mitch is getting more annoyed and snaps at me to wrap it up. He was just jealous I spent so long talking to Craig and said so little to him. "Well, I guess I have to go. But I don't even know when I'll seey ou next, so I'm going to have to hug you each time I see you because that might be the last time I see you." "Okay." "Can I have a hug now, Craig?" "Of course you can, Lisette." "Well I'll see you when I see you, Craig Richard." "I'll see you when I see you, Lizzie."

I was so depressed.

Anyway, through that conversation was Mitch interrupting at least 3 times to say sometime to me, such as "Make it quick, Lisette. Seriously." or "Hey, you got the same sweater." As Josh's girlfriend, it was implied, but I made sure. And I was like, "Yeah...that's cause she goes to the same school as me."

Fucking eh.

The Navy.

-slits wrist-

OMG OMG OMG OMG

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:35:54 GMT

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.{contacts}
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.{This year anyway}
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[-] I've peed from laughing --almost. I made it in time.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. --when I was FOUR.

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day. --I don't know...
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I’ve been to Niagra Falls --Canadian side!!!
[ ] I’ve been to Japan
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. --I won't do it anymore. Promise.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. --gay grade 7 version.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[-] I've had someone cheat on me. --I don't think you'd actually call it cheating if I wasn't really with them to begin with, just..."something". Wow. Confusing shit right there.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. --in a friend sort of way.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[-] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. --Not quite, it was more stronger feelings for someone else. On their side.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[-] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem --eww five. More like 2 small ones.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I've seen a therapist. --counsellor.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals. {As opposed to some one who enjoys them?}
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[-] I'm a feminist. --When some one says something like, "Oh, she can't do that. She's a girl"
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal.
[x] I don't like Bush.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I am religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random

[-] I can sing well. --I've been told both good and bad.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[-] I open up to others easily. --depends on who
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic --hockey. religiously.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat --I don't love it. I just am.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart. --i don't care.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. {NEVER}
[-] I laugh at my own jokes --more like when people laugh at my jokes I laugh. But not if I'm the only one laughing. Never.
[x] I eat fast food weekly --including take out restaurants and swiss chalet and shit. Yes SC gets it's own category.
[x] I believe in ghosts or, well, spirits.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate. --certain things.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:14:48 GMT

So I haven't updated in forever.

O well.

I've been tired lately.

Actually I've been going to bed like half an hour earlier. It's pretty damn amazing. It's what my counsellor suggested I do. I had an appointment with her yesterday, me and my mom. Yeah we talked about trust issues my mom has with me, which is good because she still thinks I'll get trampled in a mosh pit because of what happened at Warped. HAHA my counsellor got her to let go of that fear and not take me being a good student and good role model and shit like that for granted, because she does. It's so true. HAAHA so Lisette gets to go to like 2 concerts now:

Relient K
and FOB with All American Rejects and Hawthorne Heights.

Anyway, seeing Underworld tomorrow. Better fucking get in. I think it's rated R so we need like a movie boot. Going with Taylor, Tori, Dave (from work ...ahahah Craig won't stop bugging me about me and him hanging out...more on that later), Amanda, Jelissa and Maggie.

I was actually supposed to go see Hostel with Dave on Saturday but he only wanted to see it because I didn't want to see it. And then I said he prolly wouldn't want to see Tristan and Isolde, cause it's like...romantic. I only want to see it because it's all medieval and crap. And I <3 King Arthur. Anyway, and he said he wanted to...and now I don't want to see it with him. So I invited him to tomorrow cause I know he wanted to see Underworld. And Craig keeps going "Lisette you better not break Dave's heart." "I won't because we're going as friends." "Aww you little heartbreaker, just be careful. He's got feelings." "I've never broken anyone's heart..." "There's always a first time for everything, you'll be such a big heartbreaker, Christine Hillside (my porn name he gave me - middle name plus street)" "err...well if you say so." "Haha are you playing hard to get with David?" "No, I'm playing no one gets."

I love Craig. AHAHAAHA.

Tag me back!!111!!1one! lolz

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:26:49 GMT

I got tagged by Tori.

So thanks Tori,

FOR BEING A BITCH.

Kidding. I mean..kidding.

So five random things about me:

1. I'm currently going to counselling right now with my mom (post about that later...too tired). We have issues and aren't seeing each other "eye to eye." It's kinda depressing really.

2. I'm a big movie person. Actions, comedies, horrors, slashers, teen, romance, chick flicks, you name it I've probably seen it if it's after 1998. Because before that movies just sucked. Except for Terminator. Actually, no, Terminator 1 and 2 were pretty shitty just cause of the stupid chick and her son in the 2nd one...I liked her in the 2nd one when she went all h-core "must kill robots". I have like 56 movie stubs in my wallet right now from the past 2 years for movies in theatres. We rent movies every week. I have seen more movies than Nicole has ever gotten As on her English Essays. Times two. I think.

3. Like Tori, I've quit basically everything in my life. Which screwed me over. How the hell did I know I could get credit for piano if I reached gr. 8 by the time I graduated, or that lifeguards get paid like 22 bucks an hour. Fucking Chris. Pfft. PFFT. I quit piano in gr. 8 to focus on my studies, it's not like I had done any examinations or anything cause I had a fucktard teacher for 6 years of it, swimming I took a long break from after I passed level 12 when I was 12, I quit field events after gr. 7, track I'm starting to like less, I used to be so fluent in Chinese.

4. I was a BSB fan, over N Sync. N Sync had Justin Timberlake, who I despised. That kid needs to go. Seriously.

5. I haven't had bangs since I started growing them out in grade 3.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:10:06 GMT

Ahem

Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)

Time Started: 9:29 pm.

full name: Lisette Christine Cheng
nickname(s): Lisette, Lisette-y, Lizzy(ie), Elizabethette --previous two are compliments of Craig. He can DIE. Liz, Liz *pause* ette. Only my real name is acceptable, so unless you're Craig or Amanda...who I can't shut up anyway, you only get to call my by my first name. No nicks. Bitch please.
birthday: July 13, 1990
where were you born: Victoria, BC
zodiac sign: Cancer...I hate that. "Everyone loves canver!" Fucking astrological shirts.
height: 5'2", 5'3" ish. Hopefully.
weight: 105 lbs.
hair color: black, soon to be plum.
eye color: dark brown.
shoe size: 6.5, 7, 7.5. Depends.
ring size: I think it's 8.
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): asian, slightly darker, still tanned..
blood type: dunno.
grade: 10
GPA: 5.0 (out of 5.0)
siblings: one
tattoos: none
piercings: none.
hobbies: music, hockey, watching movies, talking on msn, hanging out, track.

Favourite
color: darkish green, royal purle, i dunno, used to be a fan of blue. crimson
food: salad wtf tori?! skinny ass bitch. i love you!!! any food. cept organ meats. and duck. nasty fatty greasy shit.
candy: not big on candy
type of cheese: Brie
pizza topping: pepperoni
salad dressing: caesar. woot.
sandwich: something with bacon.
cereal: shreddies, post almond crunch, oatmeal, cheerios. REGULAR CHEERIOS. NOT THAT COP OUT HONEY NUT SHIT.
fruit: berries, mangos...I like fruit.
vegetable: lettuce wtf tori. skinny ass bitch. I love you!!!
berry: uhhh..depends on the season. I like blueberries and cherries best. shut up. CHERRY IS A FUCKING BERRY...cough.
cake: cheesecake, mocha. or mocha cheesecake. mmmm. fuck.
book: meh.
movie: too many to count.
magazine: hockeynews, uhh teen people.
newspaper: TC.
tv show: besides hockey? Desperate Housewives, CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, One Tree Hill.
website: meh.
radio station: the zone or the fox.
font: georgia, veranda, bradley hand itc.
cartoon character: STEWIE DAMNIT.
artist (painter): i don't care. s'long as it's not those "modern" crap ones...where it's a blob and it's supposed to mean something.
actor: clive owen, ioan griffith, jake gyllenhaal, i don't fucking care if i spelt his name wrong damnit, hugh jackman, chris evans, err...i have more.
actress: charlize theron.
cd: right now it's the spill canvas - one fell swoop.
song: the spill canvas - the tide
music group: varies
music type: rock, punk, indie, alternative, emo is okay. i suppose pop punk cause relient k is poppish.
day of the week: meh. how bout not test day.
month: er don't care.
season: autumn
holiday: christmas.
shampoo: head and shoulders. mmhmm.
conditioner: some professional brand.
number: anything that adds up to 13; 7, 2, 3, and 4.
phrase: "fuck this/that shit."
store: i suppose bluenotes.
weather: summer
restaurant: no idea
channel: fox
teacher: Mr. Johnson (gr.8 science, gr.9 math, gr.10 math & science teacher) (what tori put) as well as Mr. Williams. AHAHAAHAA last years English teacher. Fucking love him.
weekend activity: hanging out/sleeping.
hangout: people's houses that aren't mine, the malls. the bus. ahahahaha.
house color: as long as it's not ugly...depends on the type of house.
sport to watch: err...i gotta think about that....i'm gonna have to go with hockey.
sport to play: volleyball. in PE. Cause I'm good and preps aren't.
animal: dogs...or cats...meh.
flower: don't care they all make my allergic.
guy's name: Brendan, Brandon, Bryce, whoa lots of Bs, umm....I dunno.
girl's name: Jamie, Hayley, Ashlyn....uhh...
board game: Life!, monopoly
party game: twister.
story from childhood: hop on pop. or go dogs go. fuck i dunno how many times i read those Seuss books.
body part: Eyes

Have You Ever
been on a train: errr..i don't think so
been on a plane: Yes
been in a car accident: no
caused a car accident: no
run into a wall: yes...as in me myself.
burned a potato chip: no
almost burned the house down: no
smoked: no
been drunk: no, i'm not stupid enough.
been high: no
broken the law: yes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): yes
kissed someone of the opposite sex: no. should i feel deprived?
kissed someone of the same sex: no. should i feel deprived?
frenched an animal: ...yes.

of course not you freak.
made out: of course. i mean if i haven't kissed a guy yet it obviously means i've made out with one. ooo.
had cyber sex: no. i'm not that desperate. maybe when i'm 30 and still a virgin.
gotten engaged: no.
had an online relationship: no. i don't think spencer counts cause i met him a couple times before that.
been rejected by a crush: i wouldn't call it rejection. actually i would. but it was because he had "more feelings" for kat. haha.
loved: no. i wouldn't call it love.
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yes
cried in public: yes
cried over a movie: yes
fallen asleep in a movie theater: no
given someone a bath: no..
been to a boarding school: No
been home-schooled: No
lost a valuable item: Yes
bungee jumped: No
skied: yes, i want to snowboard though.
met the president: no
met a celebrity: yes
gotten a cavity: yes, but they're gone now :D
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: ew no.
made a prank call: yes
skipped school: yes
faked sick to get out of school: yes, i'm good at it.
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: yes
climbed a tree: yes
fallen from a tree: no
broken a bone: yes
sprained anything: yes
passed out: no
made yourself pass out: No
been to disney world: No
been to a theme park (not disney): No
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): No
made a model volcano (working model): No
made a clover leaf with your tounge: wtf?

Past
what did you do yesterday: shopping and sleeping
memory you miss the most: would it be bad of me to say the save ons party? (day on couch with spencer). I've been thinking alot of that lately. Very bad. Being with my old friends at Oaklands in gr. 7.
memory you want to forget: Save ons party day. For the same reasons.
something you regretted after it was done: sacking colin.

The Last
song you heard: Best Thing That You Never Had - Butch Walker
cd you bought: [received] black eyed peas - grey cup party mix 2005 ...wtf. CD i liked - spill canvas - one fell swoop
thing you said: "mmhmm"
time you cried: over spencer a week and a half ago
movie seen in a theatre: king kong
person who called: tori
nail polish shade worn: uh....
time you showered: last night.
thing you ate: dinner.
person who complimented you: dave said i was cute *insert msn blushing emoticon here*

At This Moment
what are you listening to: background music from phone convo with Tori
what are you wearing: jeans, new skate shoes so i can break into them, short army socks, mount doug jacket, new canucks shirt
what are you thinking: how do i answer this question...and stupid tori (she knows why)
what are you scared of most: spiders and creepy crawlies.
how many people are on your buddy list: 74.

Future
occupation: chemical something
marriage site: somewhere pretty.
honeymoon: uhhh...somewhere pretty.
place to live: prolly stuck in victoria. woot.
kids: 2.
car: a nice one.
what are you doing tomorrow: working. i was invited late to tyler's bday party only after tori realized i was pissed she invited nicole and not me. noo course i'm not bitter. fuck no ones working with me tomorrow...not dave not jordan not craig.//new tomorrow: working. Sweet. 10:30-6:30. Fucking gay. Damn craig not working. Jon is though ahahhahahahaa.
do you think george bush will be reelected: yes because americans are stupid and scared of change.
will there be a wwIII: prolly.
will politics ever be truthful: doubtful.
will humanity snuff itself out: probably. by machines.
can the gov. be changed: yes.

Friends
best friend: Tori. even if i'm mad at her right now. I'm not really mad. just minorly hurt. blow to the good ol' ego. lol.
funniest: can i count craig cause he's pretty damn funny. spencer makes me laugh too.
silliest: nicole
loudest: amanda, or me.
quietest: emily or liusi
craziest: tori...and by crazy i mean fucking obsessed.
calmest: emily
skinniest: Jelissa
best secret keeper: tori, amanda rees.
worst secret keeper: Lisette :) She only keeps my secrets, no one elses
the one you have but don't want: hurtful.
smartest: nicole, robyn.
preppiest: heather.
peppiest: err...
most hyper: I hate hyper, I kill you if you're hyper - quoted by tori.
hottest: craig. lmao. hahahha. heather. prolly.
weirdest: maggie, amanda.
biggest pervert: taylor. prolly.
most annyoing: maggie and amanda when they're quoting harry potter.
shyest: tori, emily, angela.
most religious: liusi and her queer church hours.

Do You Believe In
heaven: no
hell: no
angels: not the ones in heaven.
devil: no
god: no
buddha: no
aliens: mebe
ghosts: Mebe
spirit (soul): yes
soulmates: yes
reincarnation: kinda
love at first sight: i dunno cause i haven't experienced it.
karma: yes
love in general: yes, teen love is gay
luck: yes
yourself: definitely

Crush
who and when was your first crush: Stupid crush – Chris Neate in gr. 6. Bobby - My best guy friend from kindy to gr. 4 who always protected me from all the other mean guys ahahah. Serious – Spencer.
any now: no.
a celebrity crush: Uhh, I actually can’t think of any right now.
who do you want to be with right now: CRAIG!!! Ahahhaa no. Seriously, there’s like no one appealing.
whos number do you want: Craig’s. Aha. Uhh, Marc Crawford cause he needs to fucking change his game plan with the Canucks. No fucking motivation whatsofuckingever. Bitch please.
who do you want to kiss: How about who DID I want to kiss? Spencer. I don’t feel anything for any guy right now.
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: Why they can’t make their fucking minds up and have to play the field (all guys do unless their nerds or losers, in some shape or form) to see what girl’s better. And no I’m not just talking about personal experiences.
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: Matt Cooke, I am not a fucking puckbunny and he is already married, but he would make the date fun and it wouldn’t be like blah movie and blah dinner.
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: Uhh. I’m not into public display of affection, pecks are okay but full out making out –cough on a bus cough cough—no. It makes people fucking uncomfortable, whether their single or not. So stop it. I wouldn’t want to watch the Notebook with my boyfriend and I wouldn’t ever make him, and if he wanted to see it then I’d dump him on the spot. So I’d say in between, because there’s some things that I do fantasize about. AHAHA.
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: acne. Yeah if you have a lot I will openly and unsubtly cringe. Kidding.
what do you look for personality-wise: funny, good sense of humour, not stupid, open…uh,
biggest turn on: Amazing personality (what Tori said) plus decent looks. And no acne. AHAHAH. That will never happen with a 15 year old guy.
biggest turn off: hygiene issues. Bad breath. Cockiness.
something they wear that turns you on: Band shirts
something they wear that turns you off: “gangster” like clothing. Guys wearing those jackets with fur line on the hood. Fucking ew.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: sigh…I dunno, maybe when that special someone is holding my hand and we’re walking on the beach in the sunset and the wind is blowing and the harps are playing and then he proposes to me….

I’m kidding. Uh, I don’t know.
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: Me and Spencer on the couch before and after the Save ons party.
what do you wear on a coffee date: …comfortable, “me” clothing.
is it right to flirt if you're taken: ethical? No. It’s like a museum though, you can look but you can’t touch.
is cyber cheating: yes. based on personal and non personal experiences.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: no. stop fucking creeping me out.
who would you like to take to the prom: if I’m dating someone, then them. I guess. Haha.
do you want to hug somebody right now: sure.
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: yes.

Describe
mellow: indifferent. Laid back, lackadaisical
melancholy: somber? Indifferent.
the perfect date: unplanned.
the perfect mate: ideal?
how m&m's are made: s’long as it tastes good.
why manhole covers are round: cause fat people are round. Duh.

One or the Other
coke/pepsi: Coke
sprite/7-up: I don’t care. Sprite.
boxers/briefs: boxerbriefs. Or boxers.
gold/silver: Silver
vanilla/chocolate: Chocolate flavour, vanilla smell
flowers/candy: candy to eat, flowers to get. I’m hella allergic to some of them though.
book/magazine: Book
tv/radio: tv.
glass half empty/half full: half empty.
democrat/republican: democrat.
colored pencils/markers: marks to outline, pencil crayons to fill in
coffee/tea: latte?
sun/moon: moon
day/night: night
hot/cold: hot.
dog/cat: meh.
button/zipper: they both fail you.
cotton/feather pillow: feather.
blue/purple: purple
plumber/trashman: neither?
jeans/shorts: jeans, board shorts.
long distance relationship/none: none
mechanical/regular pencil: mech
matt/ben: matt damon?
that 70's show/simpsons: 70s
kelso/eric: eric
donna/jackie: donna
bart/lisa: Bart
romeo/juliet: romeo
romantic comedy/thriller: both
nsync/bsb: bsb all the way.
peanut butter/jelly: pb and bananas
waffles/pancakes: I can take them in doses.
letter/email: email
florida/california: california cause less tsunamis come.
pizza/burgers: burgers more often, pizza is good though
hat/visor: toques cause I have asian ears. Visor.
football/rugby: rubgy cause they don’t wear padding.
iceskating/blading: both
movie at home/in theater: action (like batman begins) in theatres.

First Thing You Think of When You Hear
yellow: piss
red lipstick: rimmel
socks: mine
cowtipping: cow patties
moulin rouge: chicago
greenland: up there
iceland: ice
harry potter: stupid daniel radcliffe
red: rouge. (as in french)
blackberry: good
rose: petals
rooster: alarm clock
taxes: I’m non-taxable
bill clinton: adultery?
whipped cream: chris evans
george w. bush: fag.
lollipops: gross.
dreams: clouds
love: dead.
guys: craig.
south park: annoying
boy bands: ahaha UK.
pengiuns: pengu.
girls: retarded.
thong: tee hee (that’s DIRTY!!!)
death: worms eating my dead flesh.
spoons: spooning
junk mail: what my hotmail DOESN’T protect me from.
dairy: island farms cow
panties: tee hee (that’s DIRTY!!!)
your father: douchebag.
pizza: hut.
britney spears: better than christina
vitamin: too many.

Are You
happy: sure
sad: sire
religious: no
bitchy: very
crazy: probably
messy: not really
mad: yes.
slacker: yes
nerd: yes
bookworm: not so much anymore
jock: used to be.
preppy: sure
selfish: depends on the situation
giving: sure
obsessive: yes
violent: very
calm: yes
peaceful: no
mellow: yes
eccentric: yes
caring: yes
untrustworthy: no
loyal: yes
patriotic: yes but I still won’t go to war.
perverted: no.
colorful: no.
artistic: I can’t draw.

Miscellaneous
what color is your jacket: red, gray and white (winter jacket)
do you shave: yes
where: personal.
what color is your razor: pink
what size is your bed: twin?
what color crayon would you be: red
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 0387
feelings on abortion: neutral
how long does it take you to shower: 10 minutes, 20 if washing my hair.
what does your screenname mean: rewind.repeat is just different, FTS stands for fuck this/that shit, and then the canucks current record.
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: brilliant. They get so much money from being dumb.
who so you trust the most: tie between tori and amanda rees.
is cussing a necessity in life: yes damnit.
how about coffee: not yet.
is the world screwed: probably.
what something you can't live without: hockey.
what time did you fall asleep: 3 in the morning.
know what 69 means: mmhmm.
how about 143: no.
can you live without a microwave:no.
what do think about death: shit happens.
where and when do you want to be married: not in a shack –nods-
do you want to drop out of school: No
why is the sky blue: cause blue is cool and red isn’t.
what is a good trait about yourself: I’m talkative, a good and bad trait, mostly good, but I’m good with my words and can get most people to talk who normally won’t.
what do you always think about: boys, cars, sex and money. Obviously.
what is wrong with your school: the guys are ugly and it’s boring.
what is right with your school: it’s newer than LP.
how do you react to change: positive…mostly.
do you talk to yourself: yes, and I also talk in the 3rd person.
what is your opinion on love: I’m not sure about real love yet, but teenage heartbreak hurts like a bitch.
can you afford to lose weight: I’m pretty sure I’m either average or below the average for girls my age/height/body type…so yeah…
what color would you dye your hair: plum, or purple base black, or crimson, or plum with black streaks
best thing anyones told you: “dave thinks you’re a hottie lisette. Do you think dave’s a hottie?” hahah. Craig.
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: Haha, it’s obviously untrue and since it’s a humourous conversation everyone’s kidding :(
does being psycho appeal to you: definitely NOT.
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: my life and who cares.
what would you change your name to: something that’s not hard to spell or pronounce but is still very unique cause no one in my school has EVER been named Lisette. Woot. Except for the little kindygartener who was momentarily at my school when I was in gr. 7, but then left.
longest crush lasted how long: on and off of about 8 months.

Time Finished: 6:13pm, one week later.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 21:45:27 GMT

So...first post of 2006. I guess.

Screw fucking 2006.

So far I've had to work 35 more minutes in an already WEIGHT FUCKING HOUR SHIFT (9-6:05...that's 9 fucking hours and five extra minutes because hungover fags don't give a shit that the light is now off and the irritated and bitchy cashier does not want to serve you. Getting paid time and a half is definitely not worth it. Especially since I thought we got paid double, not just 1.5 times.

Got cut by the fucking tape despenser like 10 minutes after fucking assistant manager told me I had to stay til 6 because it was too "busy" for me to leave at 5:30. Freakin bled everywhere.

Went to bed at 9 after that because I was so fucking tired.

Got a headache from waking up this morning at 10:45.

Bitched at by my mom for varies things.

I'm damn sure that 06 will not treat me fairly.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 06:28:32 GMT

This is what happens when you're home alone on New Years Eve.

Fuck damnit, working all day (10:30-6:30) today and it WAS SO FUCKING BUSY. damn didn't mean to use CAPS. Oh well, so yeah, working tomorrow at 9. So not going out tonight. I'm tired as fuck. Ahaha I got two hugs from Mitch (in a nutshell: kinda creepy guy from work but he's nice...he and his best friend, both 23, like to date 17 year olds, he was gay, then not gay, and now neither side wants him; I thought he was hot when i first started working there), which were both really long and the first time I didn't know whether he was ready to hug me or whatever, cause he kinda stopped at the outstretched arms. Before that he picked up up over his shoulders and flipped my upside down because I wouldn't open the door for him. He was doing buggies (Save Ons closed at 6) and it was locked from the outside, so I just pointed and laughed.

I think I'm losing my voice. Fuck you have no idea how much I had to say "Have a great new year."

Happy fucking New Year.

mmhmm.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 05:19:25 GMT

So I bought two pairs of skate shoes, both black, one's a converse with purple trim, and the other is circa with gray trim. I'm in love with my circa ones. I wanna wear them for work but I'm scared of getting flour or icing sugar or something white on them. Grr. So woot, I spent 100 bucks today, the Circa shoes were $84 and the converse were pretty much free cause I had a $25 gift certificate I've been trying to get rid off for 3 years and a Mayfair gift certificate covered the rest. And I bought PJs from La Vie en Rose..ahhaa.